Friday, October 31, 2008

Why Sarah Why?


I just subscribed to Rolling Stone and for some reason I just got an old issue - from Oct. 2nd - and just read the Matt Taibbi piece which can be linked to here. Money quote (of all money quotes):

Sarah Palin is a symbol of everything that is wrong with the modern United States. As a representative of our political system, she's a new low in reptilian villainy, the ultimate cynical masterwork of puppeteers like Karl Rove. But more than that, she is a horrifying symbol of how little we ask for in return for the total surrender of our political power.

Not only is Sarah Palin a fraud, she's the tawdriest, most half-assed fraud imaginable, 20 floors below the lowest common denominator, a character too dumb even for daytime TV -and this country is going to eat her up, cheering her every step of the way. All because most Americans no longer have the energy to do anything but lie back and allow ourselves to be jacked off by the calculating thieves who run this grasping consumer paradise we call a nation.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Brotherly Love


The Phillies have won the World Series - congratulations to Knerr!!! Sorry to all you Met phans out there. The phinal score was Phillies phour, Rays three. The Phils just had the right phormula to win. And their phundamentals were solid. Phuck, who woulda thought the Phils could bring such a phorceful and phantastic close to the baseball season.

One thing that bothers me though. Since when do 'we' hand out those World Series Champions t-shirts and hats to the team ON THE FIELD? When did that start happening? Is it marketing? Do they think because we see all our phavorite ballplayers wearing them that we're gonna want to go out and buy them that much more? It just seems to cheapen the celebration a little bit. But that's me.

Okay for Now

By way of follow-up, my CCD class was better than any of the previous three sessions. I'm either getting better at it or they're getting used to me. I lectured them on the Lord's Prayer (we wrote our own version of it) which was good and then I tried to play them the Monkey's Paw, on the iPod, which my intention was to relate to the hubris of greed and selfishness, but they were bored by it. Which was surprising. Alas.

Next week: the Ten Commandments - why are there ten? Could there be more? Could there be less?

Sunday, October 26, 2008

God's Army

I'm preparing for the fourth session of my CCD class tomorrow evening. I am charged with the religious education of 13 thirteen year olds. I have consulted with my brother (middle school teacher), sister-in-law (middle school teacher and catechist for similarly aged kids in her church) and now, this weekend, my Dad (New York State Teacher of the Year in 1987 ) and they have all confirmed the difficulty of the task: because of the relative disinterest of the students, because of the age and social circumstances of the kids and because of the infrequency of the CCD sessions themselves, coming only once a week as they do.

My mother has advised me that the most important thing to do is to show love and support of the kids, to encourage them and let them know they are valued and appreciated. And I do really like them already. I think they're good kids and I really want to help peel back the label the church and maybe even their parents have put on religion and connect them to the core human values that could actually help them deal with the ridiculous world they're going to have to begin to join over the course of the next few years of their lives. They're going to high school next year, poor babies...

Last week I came home and medicated myself with some Tullamore Dew (the Irish do take things to heart so much more easily and, I think, intensely than others [or maybe that's just ethnic pride speaking ] but it's nice to know they make such fine whiskey to compensate for all the heartache [read that last bit over again with your best Irish accent if you're able]). We'll see how tomorrow goes. I (bad) dreamed of CCD class last night so I felt I needed some therapy. Thus this post. If all goes unwell I'll post again under the influence about 23 hours from now.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Anticipation

The potential for a John McCain win in the scenarios run by FiveThirtyEight have surged to about 5%+ from a lowly 3% early yesterday. Frikkin' Indiana has gone blue-ish.

So I'm starting to think about how it's going to feel when it all goes 'down' - that is to say, when the Obama win happens and what inauguration day will be like. I remember Theo Epstein, the Red Sox G.M. talking about what it was like in '86 when the Sox got close to the World Series championship. He and his brother had climbed up on the back of the couch planning to leap off just before the final out was recorded by their team. They wanted to be 'in the air' when it finally happened.

Well, it's only been eight years since W. was elected and went on his journey of incompetance to such eyeball rattling effect on my liberal gestalt. But I still sense some enormous relief on the horizon. I e-mailed some pollsters to see if anyone would anticipate what election night will be like; at what point does it get called for Obama. Most of the northeast goes immediately in Obama column, so when does Wolf Blitzer crow that CNN is calling it for Barack? Is it all a matter of ratings? Will they want the audience to hang on until 11pm?

I was trying to figure out where I want to be if Obama wins early enough in the night. I remember in '04 walking around Rockefeller Center and seeing all the NBC news outlets with their raised platforms and talking heads all 'punditing' furiously. I have a clear recollection of Tim Russert and his little white board. Poor Tim...he's gonna miss out on all the fun. Or more appropriately we're gonna miss his commentary.

PLEASE!!!

The NY Times writing about DFW’s goddamned memorial service concludes with a quote from Donald Antrim about how David had called him out of the blue at the suggestion of a mutual friend and had given him a word of advice about how to medicate the depression that Antrim had begun to be treated for:
“I understood that he had given me a gift. The gift was courage. He told me to not be afraid.”

OK. Look, I’m a relatively normal person. There’s only so much I can take. I don’t know why the NYT has to fuck with me. Why does THIS have to be the last sentence??? Why does it have to be a word on courage from a man who HUNG HIMSELF while his wife was out? Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE him, still. I miss him more than ever. I feel totally different about his writing now that he’s dead than I did before knowing that there is a limit to it; that one could actually come to the end of the Wallace oeuvre now that his collected work has found a finite limit.

I’m not agonizing about the death as much as the loss of future work, and of the loss of his presence as an artist in this world—his part to the larger whole; his example to a 1,000 other writers struggling to find their voice in the collective writer’s soul.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

It's Over Already And...

...articles like this one are stupid, meaningless and misleading. Just like the national polls that the pundits obsess about. The ONLY THING that matters is the electoral college. If Obama wins Kerry's states (and who is actually gonna argue that given the current state of this election that Obama's not going to AT LEAST win Kerry's states) and Florida or Ohio OR some likely combination of the states he's already well ahead in like Nevada, Colorado, New Mexico, Iowa, Missouri and Virginia, he's the next president.

So can we stop already. Like with Hillary - why do we have to pretend the result is something different than reality. Why do we Americans insist on being babies all the time? Why don't we trust the principle upon which the country was founded: that anything inadequate or broken can be fixed and/or changed? That's what makes this country great. Even if you hate Obama with the passion that Sarah Palin would have you hate him, don't worry. At a MINIMUM you can throw him out in four years. I've had to live with W. the Inarticulate for 8 years, but it's over now.

It's Over Already

Based on THIS post at ReasonOnline.

And thus the real reason in the end seems to be that the prevailing feeling in the truly conservative wing of the Republican party is that the only way to reclaim their party from the religious zealots and the nut-case so-called neo-cons is for the democrats to win massively in November. The republican party will then be burned down and reconstituted as the party of the true conservatives creating the perfect answer to what is expected to be a left-wing first two years of an Obama administration: lefty, afirmative action programs, growing spending on entitlements for unions and for bloated education out-reach and the military as the UN lap-dog in pinko nation-building in Africa and evil-axis kow-towing. Some blow-hard cast from the Gingrich mold will sweep into power in 2010 thwarting and de-balling Obama's "mandate" leading to a Huckabee electoral college win in 2012.

Obama's gotta be the conservative that he may be deep down and take the Clinton center-lurch strategy to its ultimate conclusion. I think that's what he has to do (and wants to do) in order to be the great president I think he will actually be, as long as he's able to survive (physically) his first term in light of the racist base-inciting McCain-Palin has engaged in. If they get to him all bets are off. Because even "whities" like me will take to the streets. And I've been in a rioting city before and I know that the way to REALLY take it to the streets is to NOT burn your own neighborhood (or in my case, DO burn your own neighborhood).

Monday, October 20, 2008

Dave


OK - I want to distance this picture from all the angst I feel over Dave's death coming on the heels as it does of the recent departure of DFW, and all the emotion of the Lenny concert (below). Thank God Martha still endures. Otherwise, I feel I'd be lost.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Lenny


At the Young People's Concert this weekend BERNSTEIN'S NEW YORK (they're doing a series, next is Ravel's Paris...) we lucked ($125) into 2nd row seats which gave us a great view of the conductor reading from his script (very, very un-Lenny-like) and Bernstein's daughter singing/dancing in her seat along with the orchestra (very, very Lenny-like). The music was beautiful as usual, symphonic lushness; in a film clip above the orchestra Bernstein described American music as direct, simple and CASUAL giving examples of a trumpet portion from An American in Paris played in a German style as opposed to the jazzy jaunt Gershwin intended.

A composer influenced by Bernstein and Copeland recalled an evening sleeping over at Bernstein's in Saranac, NY and how Lenny walked around the woods, awake all night talking to himself. I identified. And when the orchestra ended the concert as they did the day after LB died in 1990 by playing the Overture to Candide without a conductor I suppressed the tears and flood of emotion not wanting to appear overwrought to the degenerate NYC-parent Saturday afternoon crowd (M&D's either underdressed or chic-ly shabby and kids slack-jawed and 'bored').

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

This is Funny (-ish)

Kroooog-man


Paul Krugman annoys me. He makes good points often but there's never a time in any of his writings that he doesn't get snarky and opinionated. All summer long he ended his columns with something to the effect of "and that's why the nominee should be Hillary and not that Obama character."

Now that he's won the Nobel Prize he's sure to walk on water. Like in the Hudsucker Proxy you can imagine other writers in the Times newsroom "betcha a c-note he mentions the Nobel" just before Krugman blurts out "I'll stake my Nobel Prize on it!!"

Maybe that's an obscure reference. But all my pinko friends love him. And yet he's actually quoted in today's Times about the award:

"To be absolutely, totally honest, I thought this day might come some day, but I was absolutely convinced it wasn’t going to be this day."
So you figured that someday you would win the Nobel Prize? Who does that? Is it just me?

Monday, October 13, 2008

DAMMIT!!!!


Now he's on House! How does this Robert Sean Leonard get so much work with three names??? I hate him. HATE!

Can We Grow Up A Little?

Why are there Viagra commercials during the Boston-Tampa game? Why does there HAVE to be? It's 6:44pm - there are kids watching. Does the cost of watching a BASEBALL game have to be a conversation with a kid about ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION?????

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Matthew 10:36



And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.

Martha, Martha, Martha!!!


How does one go through life as Jan Brady when there's this other more perfect person just dominating everything?

Whatever. We went to see Martha on Oct. 7th at Carnegie Hall with the Philadelphia Orchestra. It was the typical ridiculously transporting experience. I know, time after time, that I keep wanting to see her but I forget why; well, I remember intellectually but not emotionally. After a few bars, sitting in the front row this time, I remembered (again). It may well have been the proximity, which was too close to enjoy the perfect acoustics of CH, but which afforded an intimate view of her hand/finger movements. Her deft accuracy and the speed she plays at is truly astonishing. Honestly. There is a quality to it that is difficult to wrap your mind around. She does things that seem physically impossible. Literally. But this is what's difficult to describe...imagine you go to the zoo and the elephant starts talking to you about St. Thomas Aquinas. No, that's not it. It's not supernatural. And it's not like a sports figure just being "in a zone" - like Tiger Woods just sinking putt after putt or Manny Ramirez hitting three home runs in one game. It's like watching someone build a sand castle at the beach and they create this beautiful sculpture out of nothing, their hands gliding over the sand and it just stops in the perfect formation, no longer subject to the laws of gravity and the weight of its own physical properties. Out of the sand comes this creation that reminds you of your childhood home, or the face of a long-lost friend perfectly recreated from a moment frozen in time 20 years ago transporting you back to a different place that only your heart and soul recognizes, yet instinctively.

OK - that was really abstract. Beyond that emotional experience there's that old feeling of being around something I know makes life worthwhile. You know, a sudden validation of all the bullshit - the bad (but well-paying) job, the back-and-forth commute, all the inescapable committments of life; they all become worth it. Your child smiles, the sunset dazzles, the ocean humbles and restores, and Martha, the artist, the painter of instant musical masterpieces admits you into the company of pure beauty. It's a small wonder Bill is whooping it up and hollering, pounding on the stage. Why not?

The NY Times said this:
An added benefit of the Philadelphia’s connection with Mr. Dutoit is that he brings a longstanding creative partnership with the pianist Martha Argerich, a mercurial talent who seems incapable of offering an unmoving performance. Ms. Argerich, formerly married to Mr. Dutoit and still closely allied with him musically, brings an allure of her own: part elusive mystery, part prodigious artistry.
She brought out a youthful exuberance and prickly intensity in Prokofiev’s Piano Concerto No. 1, performed before intermission. Her playing in Shostakovich’s Piano Concerto No. 1, which followed the break, was on an even higher level.

Time and again she surpassed what seemed humanly possible, calmly producing flurries at speeds that verged on the humorous, for instance, as cellos and basses strained to keep up.

Her real magic, though, came during slow, glowing passages in which each note seemed to have its distinct weight and hue. Other pianists have played the central Largo as beautifully, but I can’t remember another account filled with so much feeling and pathos.

Ms. Argerich and Mr. Dutoit barely made eye contact during the performances, yet in each case his accompaniment was deftly attuned to her conception. The audience response to both concertos was thunderous. After the Shostakovich Ms. Argerich was
repeatedly recalled to the stage for ovations, which she generously shared with David Bilger, the orchestra’s principal trumpeter and a saucy soloist in the
piece.

When the tum lt finally died down, Mr. Dutoit turned the spotlight back to the orchestra.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Let It Be


Again, video via Andrew Sullivan but my commentary will be different. Sarah Palin is clearly bright and articulate when she's talking about things she knows (AS's point) which makes me think that maybe she could serve the country better by staying the governor of Alaska. And quite honestly, isn't the point of all of McCain's experience that he's a really excellent senator? Wouldn't President Obama still have access to that experience in the service of the nation? Isn't a better combo. Pres. Obama/Sen. McCain as opposed to Pres. McCain/Sen.Obama? I say 'yes'.